Why is it so wrong to be a rag somedays

You know im one person with a multitude of thoughts and feelings. And i feel intitled to get irratated and impatient. Today example colton bit aiden twice, and probably pinched him like 20 times and pushed him countless times. I get soo exasperated!!! I mean i feel bad i have had all the training i would need to deal with these situations i know how to handle them. I heart aiden and i dont want to see him abused by his own brother. I dont know how to make colton better i want to see him be a normal child and communicate with me (whats in his head)!!! That dont make me a bad mommy does it? i want to cry b/c of how much i want my child not to be just another kid with an i.e.p at school, or that he is known to be the bitter. VENTING VENTING...... if i come across crazy good i deserve it....

Very Creepy

K get thas YA'LL i just logged on to my multiply page and for some od reason i decides to read the ads on the left column i dont do that usually and this is the 3 things i saw:
1). JW.COM fun and safe meeting place for Jehovahs Witnesses
2). JW.net the same as no.1
3). Betal vacation tours
Now i dont know about you but i would never in a million years even consider visiting those sites, if they are now direct linked from the societies page NEVER EVER!!!!
OMG .... really tho what are the chances of that on my page SHOCKED APPALLED EWW GROSS YUCK

A wonderful Trip and A Exahuasting Bus Ride

I loved riding to minnesota with my awesome bro in law in a cube truck full of carpet that after we got to minnesota [i found out used to have roaches in it but jim said he cleaned it out before we went]!!?? AH HUH I didnt see any so who cares lol I had a great time visisting friends and just laying back and chillin. I wanna give a HUGE shout out to my girl KASEY u rock!! We went out and karaoked on Saturday night we sang black velvet, beautiful, by christina Agulara, family portrait so what, by pink we brought the house down ROFL... We went to the MALL OF AMERICA on Sunday it was cool its a credit card companys dream come true! We went to the Aquarium and looked at alll the awesome fish sharks sea turtles of course i had to take pics for my boy colton what kind of mother would i be if i didnt. Monday night we went to hang out with Keegan and Jessica. lovem!!! An the Tuesday my trip home OMG........ i have never been so miserable in my entire life<>

me unleashed

Yeah, for all u who think u know u hav no idea!! Im not reallly a serial person parsay, i luv me kids they"re good i can tell. I love to kick back and hang with me friends playin cards, listening to music, especially country i loves me some country.... I especially love the rural country side i live in the hills are covered in trees so thick in the summer it feels like ur in a jungle. theyre so ancient mystic. mMy home small and simple my husband big and complicated, my boys one auti and the other jus plain awesome.... Well thats jus a taste ur welcome!!!!